"I've got a jar of dirt! I've got a jar of dirt!"

Eeh, quiz

2006-07-22T05:59:05Z

PRESENT
01. is your hair up: Nope
02. is your cell phone right next to you?: Yeah
03. are you single: ....Yes Dx
04. do you miss someone: Fuck- yes. Dx
05. are you wearing makeup: No.
06. are you wearing chapstick: Nope.
08. are you tired: of bullshit- yes.
09. are you excited: Fuck no, I'm not.
10. are you watching tv: Nope.
11. are you wearing pajamas: When am I not?

PAST
01. recently done anything you regret: Yes. Dx
02. ever lied: Who doesn't?
03. ever stuck gum under a desk: No
04. ever trip over your own feet: No- I trip over my pants.
05. ever thrown up because you cried so hard: Nearly did several times since yesterday.

TODAY
01. have you cursed: Yes
02. have you yelled at someone: Yeah
03. have you gotten mad at someone: Yeah
04. have you cried: Yes, a -lot-
05. have you IMed more than 3 people: Yeah.

Qs&As
Q 01: is there a person on your mind right now?
A 01: Yes... Dx

Q 02: where is the last place you went?
A 02: Montclair Plaza- yay, Elephant Bar.

Q 03: who is the last person you called?
A 03: I don't know, probably Nathalie.

Q 04: who do you like more, your mom or dad?
A 04: Dad

Q 05: do you have any siblings?
A 05: Yeah

Q 06: do you smile often?
A 06: Yes, but not recently. Dx

Q 07: do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
A 07: Probably not.

Q 08: do you wish on stars?
A 08: No.

Q 09: do you untie your shoes everytime you take them off?
A 09: Nope.

Q 10: when did you last cry?
A 10: Right now. Dx

Q 11: do you like your handwriting?
A 11: It's okay.

Q 12: are you a friendly person?
A 12: I don't know, am I?

Q 13: who's bed did you sleep in last night?
A 13: Mine.

Q 14: what color shirt are you wearing?
A 14: Black

Q 15: do you have any pets?
A 15: Two cats

Q 16: what are the color of your bedsheets?
A 16: I use my kitty blanket instead of bedsheets.

Q 17: what were you doing at 10 last night?
A 17: Crying

Q 18: I can't wait until..
A 18: *shrug* I just don't know anymore..

Q 19: is tom on your friends list?
A 19: Nope.

Q 20: look to your right. what's there?
A 20: Tissue box, PS2, movies, games and manga books.

Q 22: ever cried yourself to sleep?
A 22: Yeah, like last night.

Q 23: ever cried on your friends shoulder?
A 23: I don't think so- do my cats count?

Q 24: song that makes you cry?
A 24: Not going to say. Dx

Q 25: are you normally a happy person?
A 25: Used to be.

Q 26: has anyone ever said 'i love you' to you?
A 26: Yes, never lasts long.

Q 27: is your self-esteem extremely low?
A 27: Eeh.

Q 28: current music?
A 28: Just a bunch of songs that describe how I left the past few days.

Q29:NAME A FRIEND WHO'S NAME STARTS WITH A "S"
A29: Ummm, Satu? o.o

I Fail at Life.

2006-07-20T05:51:12Z

[x] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend/fiance/ husband/wife
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cellphone.
[] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[] You have more than 2 best friends.
[] There is a pool in your backyard
T OT A L: 4

[x] You dress how you want to.
[] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[] You have never been beaten up
[] You dont cry more than twice a month
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[] People don't use you for something you have.
[] You have been to a concert.
T 0 T A L: 4

[] You have over 50 friends on myspace
[x] You have pictures on myspace.
[x] Your parents let you have a myspace
[]You get allowance or get money whenever you ask for it.
[] You collect something normal.
[] [( the first day) ] You look forward to going to school.
[x] You don't wish you were someone else.
[] You play a sport.
[] You do something after school.
T 0 T A L: 3

[] You own a car.
[] You usually don't fight with your parent(s).
[x] You are happy with your appearance
[] You have never got a failing grade in your life
[x] You have friends
T 0 T A L: 3

[] you know what is going on in the world.
[] You care about so many people.
[] You are happy with your life
[x] You usually aren't sick.
[/] You know more than one language (only a few words)
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] you know the words to more than 5 songs.
[] You don't have any enemies
[x] You are happy you're living.
T O T A L: 5.5

times it by 3

100-93%:A
92-85%:B
84-77%: C
76-70%:D
69-00%:F

Changed... again x.x

2006-07-16T22:08:27Z

Eh, I just want to be know as "SoulFusion," so I changed to soulfusionx Yep, I'll still use this one for quizzes and rants though.

Party time.

2006-07-15T23:40:13Z

I'm back! x3 I had a -lot- of fun while I was there. I was able to get both movies, and Advent Children was in English, the website lied to me. Well, we played Kingdom Hearts, a LOT. And well, I beat the game. It was a little frustrating- having to fight all those bosses without having a break to save, but I managed. I -love- Oblivion, it is the most awesome keyblade ever. All I'm missing now is Lionheart and the Ultima Keyblade. Fang and I learned some things while playing Kingdom Hearts. One, NEVER call Satan a bastard, Sora can't cook, and Riku is God. Oh, and from Advent Children, we found out that all the kids are demon ninja children, and Kadaj wanted to find his green silly pudd- I mean, "Mother." Now time for some random quotes. x3

"Gosh Nathalie, you didn't have to shit on them." -Me

"...That can't be good.." -Me

"OH MY FUCKIN` GOD- THEY'RE DEMON NINJA CHILDREN!" -Fang

"MOTHER IS GREEN SILLY PUDDY O.O" -Both

"How'd they get here?! (Reno: You know, you're pretty heavy.) Ooh, that's how." -Fang

Wow, just wow.

2006-07-14T01:08:45Z

The Hardest Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children Test You'll Ever Take!!

You know everything about "Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children"!!! You must have done like me and watched the movie again and again and again. This proves that you're quite observant and pay attenton to details and dialogues and stuff. You did a great job!Bare in mind that this quiz took a long time to make, so please be kind and rate this quiz high, and message me and tell me what you think, okay? Thanks for taking my Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children test for me, and have a nice day! ^_^
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I didn't even watch the movie yet. I just took my best guesses. *knows NOTHING about FFVII* This is just too funny. >> And I thought I was totally going to fail. I'M NOT A FAILURE. 8D *frollicks through the flowers*

Yay for today! x3

2006-07-12T20:25:31Z

Yay, I'm going to my friend's house today! We are going to have lots of fun. >3 Well, I got everything packed, and I should be leaving soon. My dad and I are going to stop at Blockbuster first and rent Monty Python and the Holy Grail and Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children. Sadly, they only have the Japanese version of Advent Children. x3 Then again, my friend and I were both going to be completely 99% confused in the first place. The 1% we do know is Cloud has a big ass sword *coughandhesasexybeastcough*. Yeaaaaaaah.. but really, I do know a few of the people's names. Well, I'm staying until Saturday morning as far as I know, things might change, since they have to go somewhere on Saturday around noon, and my dad might not be able to pick me up earlier. >> Probably if things do change, I'll be back sometime Friday afternoon- maybe around 4 or 5, I'm guessing. Well, I'm supposed to get some pictures for some people, and since Nathalie, my friend- obviously, has a really big and pretty house- and she likes to take pictures (apparently, because all she uploads on dA are photos), we'll get some of us being our normal freaky selves while I'm there. If they are good enough, meaning, you would've be able to use them against us, aka blackmail, then I'll upload them when I get back. If you really want to know what I look like- hunt me down on myspace- I have a picture of me there- with Vic. >> When I get back, I'm going to make an avatar of some pissed off anime girl that says, "Caution: PMSing Female Ahead." I hate regular sized tampons, they have blue butterflies on the wrapper- I FUCKIN` HATE BUTTERFLIES. D< ANYWAY- I think I'm going to stop talking now. >>;; Yeaaaaah. Okay, well I'll see you all on Friday sometime, unless for some really odd reason I update while I'm at my friend's house. Bye!

Eeh, not cool.

2006-07-11T01:10:09Z

I saw Pirates of the Caribbean today with my friend. Wow- the ending was crazy. Anyway- I've been sick the last few days, coughing, sneezing, random parts of my body feeling extremely painful for no reason, and my ears getting clogged up. Yup. x.x Nobody is on right now- so I'm just going to go on complaining about how crappy this is. Damn, my ear is clogged up from- I don't know how he said it- but basicly he said something disturbed the fluids in my middle ear- so it's basicly swelling up and reddening or something like that. Eeeh, so I can't hear very well. Why couldn't be clogged up by water or something so he could just remove it and I wouldn't have to wait days for it to get better? Eeeh.

On a happier note- I got Final Fantasy X. I haven't played it much- basicly because I've been working on my website, and I made one for my friend. Eeeh. I'm really bored right now. I want to play KH but like- with my ear all clogged up, and not being able to hear anything too well- it just wont be as cool. It'd be something like this...

Sora: Abauo kwroejio fddffk jeirok lwiw.
Me: Eeeh?

So yeah... my dad still said I could to go my friend's house though. I'll just need to take my pills- which doesn't really bother me, I mean, if it's going to make my ear go back to normal for course I'll take them. Hopefully, if I'm lucky, I'll be somewhat better by Wednesday, which is when I want to go over. Yeaaaaaaah. If you actually read this, you deserve a cookie. x3

And if anyone has screencaps of the part from KHII where Roxas battles Sora, could you please send them to me? I've been looking around for some, but I can't find any. It makes me sad.

A particularly long meme.

2006-07-09T04:32:23Z

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

× I miss somebody right now.	× I don't watch much TV these days. (Watch all my anime on my computer. >>)	✓ I own lots of books.
× I wear glasses or contact lenses. (Contact lenses)	× I love to play video games. (HECKYES!)	✓ I've tried marijuana. (Nope)
✓ I've watched porn movies. (Nooo)	✓ I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (Nooooooooooo)	× I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (Yes, I'm good girl..... cough)
× I curse sometimes. (PSsssh, I curse everyday- I'm a bad girl >3)	× I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.	✓ I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (Nope )=)

* * * * *

× I have broken someone's bones. (CHICKEN BONES!)	× I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. (Maaaaaaaaybe)	✓ I hate the rain. (HECKNO!)
× I'm paranoid at times. (Yessss..)	✓ I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (Nooo- I like myself the way I am, thank you.)	× I need/want money right now. (HECKYES- I'M BROKE, AND ALWAYS HAVE BEEN.)
✓ I love sushi. (NOO!)	× I talk really, really fast. (OFCOURSEIDO)	× I have fresh breath in the morning. (Maaaaybe >>)
✓ I have long hair. (Ehh, mid. length)	✓ I have lost money in Las Vegas.	× I have at least one sibling. (Yes, I'm so unlucky. Dx)
✓ I was born in a country outside of the U.S. (Nope)	✓ I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (Fake stuff is gross.)	✓ I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. (I never answer the phone, unless I -know- that someone is calling for me.)
× I like the way that I look. (Yes, just not in pictures. xP)	✓ I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. (I probably have, but that's because I'm sarcasric.)	✓ I am usually pessimistic. (I don't know what that is- and I'm too lazy to look it up.)
✓ I have a lot of mood swings. (Nope, just split personalities.)	✓ I think prostitution should be legalized. (Eeh?)	× I slept with a roommate. (COME HERE KITTY! huggles)
× I have a hidden talent. (Yes, yes I do. It's very- hiddenative.)	✓ I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. (Ehh, I've been so bored lately and I can actually control myself.)	✓ I have a lot of friends. (Nope, I don't have very many friends. Just a few close ones.)
✓ I have pecked someone of the same sex. (KITTY!)	✓ I enjoy talking on the phone. (Ehh, I get tired of holding the phone.)	× I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. (HECKYES AGAIN! I LOVE PJ PANTS!)
× I love to shop and/or window shop. (Only for video games and manga- but I never have the money for it.)	× I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal. (LJ! The only thing good about my Xanga is the sexy Sora layout.)	× I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (Ehh, most people are all like, "you're mom is cool" even though I don't like her- so not really.)
× I have a mobile phone.	✓ I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. (I don't drink)	× I've rejected someone before. (But heck, I was- and still already taken.)
× I currently like/love someone. (MMM, HECKYES)	✓ I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (NOT TRUE- I'M GOING TO BE A LAZY ASS THAT DRAWS)	✓ I want to have children in the future. (HELL NOOOOOOO! I FUCKIN` HATE KIDS!)
✓ I have changed a diaper before. (Hell no. My mom wouldn't even trust me with a baby.)	✓ I've called the cops on a friend before. (No, my friends are all good girls and boys! coughgagcoke)	× I'm not allergic to anything. (I don't think I am.)
✓ I have a lot to learn. (No, I know all- deal with it.)	✓ I am shy around the opposite sex. (Nope, pretty much all my intarwebz friends are guys.)	× I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
× I have at least 5 away messages saved. (Yesss, but I never use them- BECAUSE I NEVER LEAVE THIS ROOM.)	✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before. (Nooooooo.)	✓ I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. (Nope, none of my friends are dating.)
✓ I own the "South Park" movie. (Noope.)	✓ I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal. (Heckyes! Straight B-`s for me!)	✓ I enjoy some country music. (Ehh, not really.)
× I would die for my best friends. (Already have. Stupid people killing me on SSBM. ><)	✓ I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist. (Only with my computer, everything else is- ehh, messy.)	✓ I have used my sexuality to advance my career. (Career? What career?)
× I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. (YESSS!)	× I have dated a close friend's ex. (Again, my friends aren't dating.)	× I am happy at this moment. (Ehh, sure.)
✓ I'm obsessed with guys. (No, I can control myself.)	✓ Democrat. (I don't know.)	✓ Republican. (I think sooo >>)
× I don't even know what I am. (HECKYES!)	× I am punk rockish. (Eeh.)	✓ I go for older guys/girls, not younger. (I don't really care if they're younger or older.)
✓ I study for tests most of the time. (HAHAHA- HELL NO.)	✓ I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. (Nope.)	✓ I can work on a car. (Noo)
× I love my job(s). (Mmm, $10 an hour? Of course!)	× I am comfortable with who I am right now.	✓ I have more than just my ears pierced. (I don't like needles.)
× I walk barefoot wherever I can. (Unless I'm going somewhere, then yes.)	✓ I have jumped off a bridge. (Isn't that supposed to be cliff?)	✓ I love sea turtles. (Eeh)
✓ I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup. (Don't wear makeup at all.)	✓ I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. (There's too many of those out there.)	✓ I am proficient on a musical instrument. (Nope- unless hitting play on Winamp or a CD player counts >>)
✓ I hate office jobs. (Never had one.)	✓ I went to college out of state.	✓ I am adopted. (Noo, but I am adoptable, I don't like my house.)
× I am a pyro. (HECKYES! I ALMOST HIT MY FRIEND WITH A BURNING STICK!)	✓ I have thrown up from crying too much. (Don't think soo, but almost.)	× I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved. (Yep.)
✓ I fall for the worst people. (Nooo, not at all.)	✓ I adore bright colours. (EWWW! NO!)	✓ I usually like covers better than originals. (Eeh, I don't care.)
✓ I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays. (Chain theme? Eeh?)	× I can pick up things with my toes.	× I can't whistle.
× I have ridden/owned a horse.	× I still have every journal I've ever written in. (I don't write in journals, only LJ.)	× I talk in my sleep. (I've been known to.)
✓ I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. (Noope. We have KH- of course not.)	× I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. (Somtimes)	✓ I wear a toe ring. (Nope.)
✓ I have a tattoo. (Nope)	✓ I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with. (I don't work with anyone.)	× I am a caffeine junkie. (Mmm, Mountain Dew.)
✓ I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all. (Noope, I'm inside all the time.)	✓ If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder. (Noope, but it does seem like a good idea..)	✓ I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better. (Eeh, I collect FF and KH online trading cards.)
✓ I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner. (Nooo, soda for me please.)	× I'm an artist. (YES!)	✓ I am ambidextrous. (Eeh?)
✓ I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed. (Used to.)	✓ If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony. (Nooo.)	× I have terrible teeth. (Stupid braces.)
× I hate my toes. (Eeh, they're okay.)	× I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me. (Yep, that shows how bored I am.)	× I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
✓ I have lived in either three different states or countries. (Nope.)	✓ I am extremely flexible. (Nope)	× I love hugs more than kisses. (I don't like being kissed that much- only by one person >>, and my cat.)
✓ I want to own my own business. (Nope.)	✓ I smoke. (Nope.)	× I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else. (Nothing else to do in this house.)
× Nobody has ever said I'm normal.	× Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then. (Sometimes, but like I said before, I can control myself.)	✓ I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons. (I wish I had weapons. >: Wait... I have myself- now that- that is dangerous.)
✓ I like the way women look in stylized men's suits. (Women... in suits? Eeh- no.)	× I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me. (So true.)	✓ I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds. (Nope.)
✓ I have played strip poker with someone else before. (Nooooooo.)	✓ I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help. (I've had emotional problems, but I never got help- I just got over it.)	✓ I believe in ghosts and the paranormal. (Eeh, not really even though I think I see "Shadows" every now and then. I'm just paranoid though.)
× I can't stand being alone. (Only at night when it's dark- again, I'm paranoid.)	× I have at least one obsession at any given time. (Kingdom Hearts is my lord and master.)	✓ I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again. (Nooooo.)
✓ I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment. (I never have money in the first place.)	✓ I'm a judgmental asshole. (Nope.)	✓ I'm a HUGE drama-queen. (Nooo.)
✓ I have travelled on more than one continent. (Nope.)	✓ I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. (Noope, it's more my mom then my dad.)	✓ I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am. (Noope, althought it helps.)
✓ I am a Libertarian. (Eeh?)	× I can speak more than one language. (Yup!)	✓ I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be. (Eeh, depends what room I'm in, and how noisy it can be.)
× I would rather read than watch TV. (Yesss, why do you think I sit on my ass all day in front of the computer?)	✓ I like reading fact more than fiction. (NO!)	✓ I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do. (Nope.)
× I have no piercings. (Yep.)	✓ I have spent the night in a train station or other public place. (Noo, unless a Hotel counts?)	✓ I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried. (Noo.)
✓ I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night. (Nope, I live with my parents.)	× There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it. (Yup.)	× I like most animals better than most people. (Eeh- it's about the same.)
✓ I own a collection of retro games consoles. (Nope)	× The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver. (YES!)	✓ I have hit someone with a dead fish. (No, but I'm going to one of these days.)
× I am compulsively honest.	✓ I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired. (Not that I know of.)	✓ I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. (Nope.)
✓ I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex. (Uh- no.)	✓ I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders. (Nope.)	× I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to. (Sometimes- it's more because I'm a lazy ass.)
✓ I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on. (Nope.)	✓ I dislike milk. (Nope, but I'm still- sadly- a midget. 5'4")	× I obsessively wash my hands. (Yesss. Especially after eating bread or petting a dog- I hate my hands smelling the bread and dogs.)
✓ I always carry something significant around with me. (Nope.)	✓ Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair. (I like my hair a lot.)	× I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
✓ Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother. (Still live with my parents- but I don't get along with my mom anyways.)	✓ I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document. (I didn't put any HTML tags in this document.)	× I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird. (Yess)
✓ I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time. (Uhh, no.)	✓ Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed. (Only if they try to sufficate me with their problems, or if they are just being an ass.)	✓ I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won. (Races? Heck no.)
✓ I do not 'get' most comedy acts. (Nope, I'm smart.)	✓ I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing. (Strippers- dancing? Now that's scary.)	× I don't like to chew gum. (Eeh, I don't really like gum.)
✓ I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it. (Haha, I don't think it's possible.)	✓ I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car. (Don't have a car.)	✓ I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
× I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other. (Yes, I'm sick of hearing just a bunch of bullcrap.)	✓ I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly. (Nope.)	× I love to sing. (Heckyes, but not around people except maybe my best friend.)
✓ I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up. (NOOOO!)	✓ I have a custom-built computer. (Nope)	✓ I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it. (Eeh, I hate babies.)
✓ I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human. (Noo, but I know Cocoa would be a sexy guy if he were human.)	✓ I've gone skinny-dipping. (Nope/)	✓ I've performed in three plays. (Nope.)
✓ I enjoy burritos. (They're okay.)	✓ I'm Irish and loving it. (I'm only part Irish.)	✓ I have a thing for redheads. (Nope.)
✓ I am a twin! (Nope, thank God.)	✓ Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'. (Eeh, I just sit here and be bored most of the time, and make myself useful for my friends- OMFG, I'M A TOOL!)	✓ Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else. (Nope.)
× I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes. (Yess, that would be nice.)	✓ I sleep more than 12 hours a day. (Heckno.)	✓ I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough. (I'm fine with what I've done.)
✓ I need more time to myself. (I never leave my room, so not really.)	✓ I wish I was more open-minded. (I don't need to be.)	✓ I hope that I go really prematurely grey. (Eeh? Grey?)
× I download songs from the internet. (Yes.)	✓ I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend. (Nope.)	× I say random things to freak people out. (I'm random pretty much all the time. And I pretty much freak people out all the time.)
✓ I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note. (Never head of it, or maybe I have and just forgotten.)	✓ I love playing Truth or Dare. (HELL NO- I HATE THAT GAME- IT'S FUCKIN` LAME, I'M NOT GOING TO TAKE MY BRA OFF AND THROW IT ACROSS THE ROOM FOR SOME FREAKIN` PERVERTS AMUSEMENT.)	✓ I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it. (Eeh, it's okay sometimes.)
✓ Music helps me remember that I am not alone.	✓ Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems. (Haha, favorite sport? What favorite sport?)	× I think this survey is particularly long. (Heckyes it is.)
✓ I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones. (No, my real-life friends have crappy internet, and aren't on a lot.)	✓ I can only hate someone that I love. (Nope.)	✓ I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks. (Nooooo. I have no money to order anything.)

Happy 4th

2006-07-05T05:50:12Z

Happy 4th of July people. Eeeh, it was kind of boring for me.. Did nothing pretty much. Played KH for a little bit, and Ocarina of Time (took me a while to get it to work though >>). We went to see fireworks- how original. xP But at least I got to have my Bacon Swiss Crispy Chicken from Carols Jr. Yaaaaay. I had my Chrono Crusade manga with me, and my FMA manga- the one that Vic signed. <3 I might be going to the movies on Friday. And I want my friend to come over this week. I also want to rent some FF games. Any ideas which ones I should get? I'm thinking 7-10 >> Hopefully Hollywood Video will have Advent Children- BECAUSE I MUST WATCH IT- RAWR. I want to do all this while my mom is gone- she hates that kind of stuff. Damn her. Well, I'm going to stop rambling for now. Buh-bye.

Anime Expo

2006-07-02T03:05:18Z

Wheeee! Just got back from Anime Expo. It was so much fun! While in line to get our badges- a few isles over was a two Asian guys cosplaying Roxas and Sora. THEY WERE SEXY! o.o I wanted to get a picture of them REALLY badly- but I never saw them again. But when I say them in line, someone was getting a picture of them, and there was a little kid- probably about 3 or 4 dressed up as a Shadow Heartless- and Sora and Roxas posed with their keyblades like they were just getting ready to kill it. Gosh, they were so sexy, I was going to glomp Sora if I say him again- but I didn't. Awww, darnit. Oh- I saw another Sora- in his red outfit.. He kepted glancing over at me. >> He was pretty hot too- I wanted to go talk to him- but yeaah.. xD I got a KH poster. YAY. But the best part was... I met Vic. AND HE TOUCHED MY ARM! O.O NEVER WASHING THIS ARM AGAIN. xD I got him to sign my FMA, Vol. 1 manga. Got a picture too- if I look not so ugly- I'll post it up. For some reason, I think I look horrible in pictures, but that's just me.. >> Oh, I saw this guy dressed up as Cloud, well a -LOT- actually, but there was this one, who didn't have the sword- AND HE WAS FLIPPIN` HOT! I was going to hug him, but I didn't see him again. D= I had something else to say- but I forgot, so if I remember, I'll post it up.

Back

2006-06-24T21:15:43Z

Hey everyone, I'm back. Well, I had fun. I slept most of the time though, my bed that I made of four chairs was very comfortable. Well, on Thursday, when we got there, mostly everyone went to the beach, I stayed at our room and took a nap, then later we went to the pool for a little bit. Then on Friday, we went to the beach, and my cousin and I made a couch out of sand. Then I went back and stayed at the room by myself, and showered, staightened my hair, and listened to my cousin's ipod. Later my cousin and I went to the vending machine by the pool and gameroom. We decided to get M&M`s but when it was coming out- it got stuck. So we tried to shake the machine a little- but that didn't help much, so my cousin went in the gameroom and got one of the guys that worked there. He couldn't get it- and after about 5 minutes, my cousin suggested that if he put a dollar in, and selected the M&M`s that it might fall. So he went and got a dollar and tried it, and well.. it was -STILL- stuck- it was hanging by the corner of the bag- but eventually we got it- and he let us keep the other M&M`s. And then we had chicken for dinner- OMFG- CHICKEN! I had this -HUGE- piece of chicken, and the last piece of chicken, and half of my cousin's. And then, we left- and went to her house, and spent the night there, and her mom obviously brought me back this morning. So here I am. =P

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LALALA-LALA AH-HAHA-LALALA-AHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Beach

2006-06-21T13:39:58Z

Hey everyone! I'm not going to be on for a while. I'm going to my cousin's house today, right after a dentist appointment (ewwww xP), and then on Thursday, we are going to go the beach, and we wont be coming back until Saturday. I probably will be back sometime in the afternoon. Anyway, I better finish getting packed. *runs off to pack KH cds, and other not as cool stuff*

I'll miss you, forde </3

I was tagged by noob_alchemist

2006-06-20T19:37:10Z

Explain your LiveJournal name and its meaning. When you're done, tag as many people as there are letters in your name.

The second part of my name is obvious- it came from my fandom for FMA. The first part, which is really Soulfusion- but it wouldn't fit, actually came from one of my friend's old usernames- which was C Netro Fusion. Soul came from Alphonse's ability to transmute his soul into bodies of armor and control them (from the movie). And yeah.. I'll tag people later, I don't have enough friends. x3

Finally!

2006-06-14T17:37:27Z

Yes! School's out! The graduation ceremony was today. Lucky, the class I'm in was the -very- last class to get called out to sit down, so we got to stay in the air conditioned room longer then any of the other classes. I'll be leaving to go to lunch later. We're going to Hometown Buffet. Sadly though, the guy that drove me insane everyday during lunch had to sing a solo. Having blood pour out of your ears is not fun. If I die- it's because of blood lossage. I'm going to be a little freshman now. Must go play KH, BUT I CAN'T. D= Stupid brother, watching a movie he's seen 3479387439 times. x3

KH <3

2006-05-21T02:27:53Z

I got Kingdom Hearts on Monday. <3333333 It's so fun. Must play..... sooooo fun. O_O

fusionalchemist @ 2006-05-07T20:08:00

2006-05-08T03:10:26Z

I got a PS2 on Friday! I was supposed to get KH, but the store didn't have it, so I got Fullmetal Alchemist 2: Curse of the Crimson Elixir instead. Not much really to say about that.

Okay, I am done.

FMA Marathon

2006-04-30T20:08:07Z

I'm going to be watching the FMA movies all morning. I've seen 1-8 so far, although, the first 4 I had already seen in the begining of March, when nightwolffang was over at my house for my birthday. I'm going to try to watch all of the episodes, so I understand the show completely, though I pretty much understand everything. After I finish FMA, I'll watch volume 3 of Samuria Deeper Kyo, and then go see if there's anything from Wolf's Rain or Jing on youtube.com. I swear, that site has everything, except pretty much all the animes are in Japanese, which doesn't bother me, but it gets annoying reading subtitles for 2 hours. But I better go take a nap, because my grandma might have me come over tomorrow morning, and I think my dad might still be awake- and he'll kick my ass if he finds out I'm still awake. But that's okay, I have my FMA manga with me. *snuggles it* Bye for now, I'll update later today.

Working

2006-04-30T20:07:15Z

I just got back from working at my grandma's. It is really fun to clean the laundry room, which the floor was covered in clothes, random crap, and stuff I really didn't need to see. The fun thing about it was- when I was putting the jeans into the wash, I would shake them, and see if they had any money. I got $2.58 in that room. There was some money on the shelves, but I didn't get it, I'll get it tomorrow when I go back. Most of it is just dimes and nickles and pennies. I found money when I was cleaning the bathroom too, but a little less then a dollar. My grandma paid me $20 for the two hours I worked, so it's all good. Hopefully I can go and order the costumes this week before the prices go up again, but I need to talk to my friend and find out her measurements. She better have not left to LA already- because if she did, I'm going to have to kick her ass when she gets back. My grandma is also going to help me with my doll- we already bought the material that I need. I might update this later.

Yay, party

2006-04-30T20:05:39Z

I just called my grandma not to long ago. She's going to help me with my doll tomorrow, and she asked if I could come over several times this week to help her around the house. So if I'm lucky, I can get a lot of the money I need this week. My brother was really nice and gave me $10. He walked up to me and handed me $10. I was like- whoa, that's a lot. I've already almost made $30, and it's only been two days. That's really good, because I have a lot of stuff to do other then work my ass off all week, and getting this much money so quickly is really good. That also means if I can get the $180 really soon, I can get money for the registration, and reserve a hotel room. I found the website with all the information on it, I've basiclly been getting all of what I knew from my friends. It's at the Anaheim Convention Center, from July 1-4. I just realised that my friend and I are going to be walking spoilers- that's so awesome! xD Okay, enough said, I should go work on my art projects, or such.

EDIT: Damn. The person who was selling the Edward costume- the price is now $130 rather then $80. That is just so gay. I'm going to have to see if I can find a cheaper price, or I'll have to ask my friend to pay some of it- because there is no way I'm spending $200 on costumes- $180 was bad enough.

EDIT (again): My dad said I might be able to take out money from my bank, and buy the costumes now, and earn the money that I spent on them over time, rather then trying to get all this money in the few weeks I have until May. So- yay. But he said "maybe" so- um, yeah.

fusionalchemist @ 2006-04-01T16:48:00

2006-04-30T20:04:50Z

I just got back from Victoria Gardens. It was fun. My friend, Alyssa, and I got to go wherever we pleased, while her parents took her younger sister, Julia, to The Cheesecake Factory to celebrate her birthday. Alyssa and I went into the video game store and we started to talk about KH 2, and how it's taken over all of the male population. And worse- I found a KH manga when we went to Borders. We got chocolate covered marshmellows on a stick for lunch, except Alyssa also got pizza and a breadstick, but she shared a little with me. I didn't really have enough money to get anything other then what I was hoping to buy- and I already used $2 on the marshmellows. When we were in Borders- I bought the second volume of the FMA manga, and an awesome bookmark with Kyo from Fruits Basket on it. And after that, we went in this one store, and played pool on this mini pool table, until we had to head over to the movie theater. The movie was pretty good, and funny.

About my cosplay costume, I just went around my room looking for loose change, and I found $10, that I got from my cousin for my birthday. Awesome! I'll have to call her and tell her that I love her. xD I only need about $167 now. Hopefully my dad will get me a paypal account so that I can start taking commissions, and they will be pretty cheap. I told rich younger brother about my friend and I wanting to cosplay, I asked him that if he was being a boy with a heart of pure gold, it'd be very appriciated if he gave me a just a small amount of money, like $1-5. He said he might, which is very kind of him- even though it's not a lot, it will help out a lot. I should also try to get more money on my cafepress account, so that I can get my check (I have $7 on it right now, but I wont get it until it reaches $25). Well, that's all for now, I need to go work on my ink drawing, or something.

Lawl, stuff.

2006-04-30T20:03:44Z

Tomorrow I'm going to Victoria Gardens with my friend. We are going at 11 am, and will get lunch, and see Ice Age 2. And then- we are going to Borders *nerdy*, so we can be our nerdy selfs, Alyssa in the section were really big books are- and I'll be looking at anime/manga stuff (like that $3 bookmark my other friend got with Kyo Sohma on it *heart). Teeee-heee.

It's spring break, for me anyways. I had to bring a ton of my art stuff home so I can work on it- like my 4x4 box, and my doll. I have my ink and colored pencil too- but they've been here lying around for a while, and I really need to work on them. My ink drawing is almost done, but my colored pencil I haven't even started, my teacher only drew in a few things to get me started, so I would know how big everything would be and things like that. And when I get back- I have to color my colored pencil, start my regular pencil, pre-fire my box, glaze my box, glaze my head (for my doll), and using paint ink for the background of my ink drawing. I'm looking forward to using paint ink or whatever you want to call it- ink that you actually paint with- that sounds like fun. *nodnod*

More news, I've grown obsessive with FMA, and already watched the first 12 minutes of the movie- in Japanese of course. I can't wait until October 3. Soooo faaar away. I really want an FMA layout for my livejournal- but I couldn't find any good ones- and the ones I found didn't work for some reason- maybe I'm mentally challenged? If anyone knows where I could find some good ones, or will be kind enough to make me one, let me know. And if you think you could help me get them to work, because when I tried, all the images just were all in a large mess at the top- and it was horrible. x.x

Oh yes- one more thing. My friend and I are going to cosplay the Elric brothers at an anime convention this summer. I'm being generous enough to buy both of our costumes, which will cost me $180- which I need to earn by the first weekend in May. And to earn all of this- I have to go to my grandma's house (she has asked me if I wanted to come over to her house on weekends and help her clean up around the house for $10 an hour), and work for 15 hours total during April, and 3 on that first Saturday in May. By then, I can order my costume, and my friend's. If you are an angel sent from heaven, and wish to leave me a donation- that would be absolutely awesome, but I definately don't expect any- so don't think I'm going to beg for anything (except for maybe some of my close friends- because they are cool like that- or they should be). I'm cosplay Alphonse, and my friend is obviously cosplaying Edward. We are cosplaying the movie style. So when we get our costumes and such, I'll make sure we get pictures. And- I'm dying my hair dirty blonde just for this occasion. Isn't that great?